Today I read this
amazing line. “Some days you meet someone and you immediately know you wanna
spend the rest of your life WITHOUT them”. I know this feeling. I have always
tried to surround myself with positive people, kind hearted, forgiving souls,
people who will go out of the way to help others. I am no saint for sure – my
friends and I take pleasure in stupid gossips, narcissistic indulges to feel
good about ourselves; we all have been hurt and hurt others; we have drank away
our griefs at times and uplifted each other in weird ways. I can never imagine them
plotting away to malign someone’s character or humiliate them publicly. It is
strange for me. And I am sure it is for those who share the same thought
process as me. Recently I had this humiliating encounter of being roasted in
between; raising voices around me to the point of embarrassment and there I was
standing solely, lost, not knowing what to do. I just wanted it to end. Whoever
was wrong or whoever was right, it is not important anymore. I wish I was at a
position to stop it and I just felt like they took advantage of my naïve nature.
It just didn’t feel right. Age old grudge they nurture in their hearts and one
fine day, the storm arrives and tore apart all relations and the peripheries
too. Its no more cordial anymore. Earlier atleast you could fake a smile or
fake a “Hello” but now the strand has been butchered by sheer volume of words
and tone. Aaaahhhhh!! Women!! I admire strong, intelligent women with a kind
heart. But women who try to intimidate others with sheer noise and crap that
comes out of their mouth I hate. For a change, why not keep our minds confined
to serve the purpose for which we are paid to do, finish the fucking job and go
back to wherever hole we came out of. Why interfere in personal spaces, why
talk behind back, why raise voice to prove superiority, why not keep the damn
politics away!! Sometimes its just so hard to ignore or just walk away!
I have a loving family
to go back home to, and no matter how my day went, I have someone who can
straighten all the creases of the day with just a simple word. I do not wish to
carry my baggage of such days back home. And I had to let go of this restlessness
so here I am writing it out. I wish they do the same. I wish them well and
really hope that someone out there loves them and straighten all the twists they
had. Kindness pays, my dear! For once, shed the bitterness and spare a moment
to be kind. The consequences will surprise you! AMEN
